rereading "Cassandra at the Wedding"
Another incredible essay 🤍 Also, THIS: "Because I’m always in half, always cut to pieces, collaging myself into the world I want to be in or person I want to be. And that person usually looks nothing like me." --- YES. I'm *still* on a quest to comprehend that I can only be me, or possibly improved versions of me, but I can and should never be all those people I try to steal pieces from to make my own. It takes a lifetime to get to know ourselves. Loved it.